I have a loyal stable of boys as many of you know who are dedicated and devoted to pleasing Me in many ways. Whether it be with tributes or making themselves useful in some other way to Me, They are dedicated to Me and My happiness. Which is the most important thing to Me. Well I am also well aware that at times boys get upset and don't agree with the methods to My madness and stray. I am a bitch, and demanding. I expect respect and perfection from My boys and they stop at nothing to give that to Me. Any and everything they do reflects on Me in our community that we are a part of. So when things go wrong I make sure to take the time to not only educate them on the way I see things, but I also help them to understand why things are the way they are. I am their end all, be all and that is how it has to be while in service to Me. At the same time I know that boys are not perfect and have a strict regimen in place to keep their focus exactly where it should be... ON ME!!
When I first left My boyfriend of 13 years when he gave Me the ultimatum to choose My boys or him... I chose My boys. Some may ask why I would do something like that after being with someone for so long... My answer is simple... I am happiest dominating My boys and managing their lives in the way I see fit. Now with that being said, After I left him and moved out I decided that I would accept ONE full time live in slave who met EVERY single need, want and desire that I had. Would put Me first before anything else or anyone, shared the same interests that I had and knew their place was serving Me in ANY way I see fit. No exceptions to any of My rules stated above.
Well in the beginning of April I had found just that. He was/is perfect in every single way in terms of service to Me. We had made some serious strides and was in preparations with this slave to move to Me and fulfill each and every thing that I wanted and desired which was all perfect. We even registered him on The Slave Registry and officially made him Mine and planned on having him tattooed with My face, the words Property of Mistress Kelly and some flowers. Made the contact with the tattoo artist, was ready to have him come here and meet his beautiful Mistress who had captivated him from day one and get him marked for life with My face when we had an argument about something stupid. I exploded and lost it totally. I had other things going on in My life, fake ass time wasters, and a number of boys not respecting My time contributed to My explosion that day.. But My dear slave got the brunt of all that. The result of that explosion was him going to another Miss to continue the things we had started together because ultimately that is the kind of slave he is. A TRUE SLAVE. He needs and wants the passion and force in his life and its important to him. He has feelings just like everyone else and with the explosion that I had, he felt betrayed and had every right to feel that way. YES I ADMITTED I AM NOT PERFECT. So with that explosion he decided that I was not exactly who he thought I was and went looking elsewhere while still being registered on The Slave Registry to Me. I did not dismiss him or revoke his ownership at any point because I felt and knew in My heart where he belonged. This went on for a few weeks without him serving Me as I was hurt with the way he left without really talking to Me and so was he.
So while he was away he was in the care of a wonderful Miss who is very similar to Me in many ways but very different at the same time. Shes loving, caring and devoted to Her slaves well being and happiness. She guides and directs them and molds them into exactly what She needs them to be and I honestly admire the Domme She is and the way that She handled the recent events that have taken place based on a few simple things that I will not go into too much detail about out of respect for Her. I will simply say thank you for caring for him and keeping him safe.
Now many of you will wonder why I have accepted a disloyal slave back into My life and not think twice about it. Another simple answer... first and foremost he came back to Me; I did not have to chase him AND the mold was broken when he was made. There is not another one like him and he is exactly what I seek for My full time live in 24/7 slave. Our interests are the same, we have the same goals, we have the same passion for the less fortunate and do what we can to help, hell we even like most of the same foods. Except cheese LOL. I know he will laugh at that. The point is when you find someone who is so devoted and dedicated to making your life easier and beneficial, always puts You first before himself, and makes sure that You know every single minute of the day that You are his waking thought and the last thought he has before he goes to bed. You dont let go of that. That is true dedication to his Goddess even though he lost his way for a little while. Now that is not to say that he was not punished, reprimanded and made to apologize and TOTALLY fix all his mistakes to EVERYONE that he hurt in this process including Me. We continue to grow everyday in our relationship and I am PROUD to call him Mine. He has made serious strides once again to show Me that he is dedicated to Me and will do everything in his power to make Me happy for the rest of Our lives. My website was one of the main things that I have pushed and pushed him to do and its made so much progress over the last 2 days its beautiful to Me. Everything that I want on there is there and soon My domain will be totally transferred and I will be officially launching it. TOTALLY EXCITED... There is lots more to what we do in his teachings each and every day and I will continue to blog about his progress and when he does come to Me and be in total service REAL TIME to Me.
So thats what Miss Kelly has been up to if you have been messaging and I am not responding... I have been working diligently with My slave to get him where he needs to be.... Here in Our home in Ohio :)
Until next time losers.......
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